Saturday, 3 july 2004

one more day to cheryl birthday..i thot of wad to buy for her le..a me to u bear tat has the phrase "special friend"..hahax..i not angry with her le..todae saw her at the national stadium for the SYF performance..hahax..den see her i remember of my pri sch days..den the performance so much lyk tat tym national day primary 5 go wan..tat tym we all very enthu den kept singing songs n playing around..now in cchms no chance le..hahax..lyk so lame ritez?but see got sum ppl do tat behind me makes me remember of tat tym national day..den it makes me tink of JL again becos tat tym he was sitting behind me oni den still kept teasing me..tat was one of my happiest day..really wonder whether can still hav tat kind of experience with him?haiz..anyway..even if have,the feeling will not be the same as last tym le..not tat pure le since he neos my feelings for him..even now as we make oso very awkward where got the chance to tok to him pr even joke around with him..i really regretted telling him my feelings so tat at least we can stay as friends but wad done is done..wad can i do??hahax..ppl always assume tat if u keep talkingbout a particular person,u lyk him..but to me..it is different..if i lyk a person,i will not talk bout him..jus keep it to myself,lyk i am afraid tat if i sae it out,the feeling will run away n will not as sweet as before le..hahax..i very silly ritez?todae the SYF thing very boring..haiz..den jingyi oso made me bao xue guan..i said i was meeting cheryl den she kept saying gerald..ahh..den insist..den can drag another 2 more boys out..ARgh..hahax..den keep teasing me..until i wanna die le..hahax..