waha..blogging during IT lesson cos got free tym den later go hme sure no tym to blog wan lorz..waha..later got netball till 6 den got piano after tat..is my schedule realli too pack?i feel comfortable with it..but smths oso quite rush.waha..den jess n crystal i will have stress soon..waha..i dun tink so..i nv had stress before..for my studies lahx..i mean..other things,well..a lot lorz..ha.yesterday jessica ask him if he will lyk me if i still lyk me..den he said no..ha.sad.no lahx..kiddin..not sad..beside he oready got crush le so y i should i continue pinning on him..waha.but smths i jus feel lyk continuing lyking him..lyk jus deep inmy heart but whenever i tink of tat day,i will feel sad n will wanna give up.But when i see him,the whole thing is totally different.I will feel happy tat i see him,den feel sad..haiz..so i rather not see him.waha.I guess i jus have to accept the fact tat he will nv lyk me.waha..anyway..i was suppose to give wad..ha.
going to change my blogskins again later or tomorrow..waha.
today for the stamp thingy,i went up the assembly stage to receive the trophy from Mr Yue den i was damn nervous lorz..it is lyk nv go up before..but i was eager to leave the stage but he was lyk holding tight to the trophy den i was lyk wad..den he said photo..oh..tat was the tym i realized tat there was a teacher waiting to take picture of us..waha..i was so embarrassed lorz..waha.den we saw the melvin n a RP..the teacher gave me a trophy with RP coffee or tea initals at the bottom..den i show it to the RP without intending to give it to him den he jus snatch it den we were lyk down there snatching the trophy.waha.den the melvin was there smiling n helping the RP guy..wad e..den later he asdk me whether i wan coffee or tea..so lame ritez..waha..den i saw mickey again..he was lyk standing with his back facing me..but still a nice view.ha.if i can blog at night den i come n blog again..buais..
Why is it that in the storybooks, the fairy tales, they never wrote about how much it hurt when the person you loved didn't return it? Why wasn't that ever taught to little girls when they were growing up?I realized that as children girls were sold this foolish notion that love was the 'be all, end all' which wasn't true. Even after you found out that the person you loved didn't love you back, life still went on. It hurt like hell, but you took each day with a painful breath because you couldn't have the one person you wanted. Life was twisted that way.
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