Thursday 5 july 2004

hehex..finally blogging after i found a suitable blogskin..hehex..comments on it pls..today we had a b ball match against LY..oh man..They are so damn rough while playing lorz..can't stand them..i was lyk totally damn pissed off with them..den i was so mean when one gal fell den i was lyk actually saying..dun act lorz..den colan turn n told me tat she didn't neo i was so bad..haiz..i guess i realli changed..las tym i would have pitied her or wads so ever but tis tym??i dunno it myself..my primary sch friends said i change..which way??in the gd or bad sense??i dunno..den tonight i can't go for the stamps thingy..haiz..got smth on..den tomorrow mus go earlier for dunno wad consellor thing..me n colan n jess n zhan rui n theodora got to be counsellor..i tink it would be tough cos counsellor lyk so many work to do..den tomorrow me n colan mus go earlier for dunno y..olivia say wan..jus now went to take neoprint with fishy before going home n i look so dumb..hehex..
i saw him so many tyms today lorz..its lyk when i am trying to forget n give up on him,he mus keep appearing in front of me..when i wanna see him,i won't be able to see him..why is it owaes lyk tat..haiz..but i neo he lyks one of my best friends so i no hope le..sad..den he practically neos every one of my best friends except me..sad..haiz..i already took many initiative le but it is lyk he dun even glance at me..not even once..it is so saddening..

A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The other friend replied "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engr! ave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it." LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. ::

i neo many of u read it oready but i jus find it very touching..hehex..N trying to rite a long entry mah..hehex..i neo i very the lame..hehez..
I will,i mus n i can give up on him..
No one knows the heartache that hides behind my smile, No one knows how many times I've broken down and cried. I want to tell you something so there won't be any doubt...But the words jus won't come out of my mouth..