Tuesday 10 August

argh..yesterday no tym to wish to wish singapore happy b'dae so now wish kk.. Happy Belated National Day!!!hahax..i am lyk so lame??hahax..no lahx..cos i am so happy!!i have so many great friends around me..hahax..u all are the best..hmm..lyk rather long nv update le ..oh but oso not say very long..i went sentosa yesterday n i have smth very big on today..blah..not going to tell u wad it is..sentosa was very fun..it renovated den got lots of other attractions..so fun man..den we took the monorail for lyk one whole round around sentosa?it was so damn long and i feel asleep on the ride..hehex..n after tat went to tm n i bought so many things..N guesss wad..its all pink!!yoohoo..hahax..pink rawks man..so cool..den went home to watch the national day parade..lin junjie was lyk so cool man..i luv his tie..hahax..the rap for home was ok but i still tink the original version by kit chan was nicer..hahax..her voice is lyk so powerful..the best thing for the show was of course the fireworks..i luv the fireworks man..so beautiful..it made me thot back to the tym when we went when we were primary 5..it was so damn memorable.i thot of him again..cos he was lyk sitting so near me during tat tym..haiz..not supposed to tink of him anymore..but he will jus smths pop up in my head..i thot i had totally forgotten him le or else why would i lyk another person?is it a crime to lyk two people at the same time?but somehow i feel tat i am using the second crush to make myself forget him when in fact i haven't really succeeded in tat yet..but maybe not..argh..i dunno lahx..stop tokin bout guys le..they sux..well not all..heyy..do u all neo wad the colour of roses mean??i stumled upon it..

Red roses: "I love you", respect, courage, passion
White: "You're heavenly", reverence, innocence, purity, "I'm worthy of you," secrecy, silence, elegance
Pink: gentility, Gratitude, Appreciation, Admiration, sympathy
Yellow: joy, gladness, jealousy, friendship, "I care"
Orange: EnthusiasmBlue: unique/specialChampagne: desire
Pale colors: friendship
Red and white: unity
Red and yellow: Happiness

1- you're my one and only, Love at 1st Sight
2- you and I
3- I love you
4- forever
9- together as long as we live
10- you're perfect
11- I'm the missing stem to make the perfect dozen
12- with all my heart
13- you're my secret love, forever friends
15- I'm really sorry
16- love you my whole life - 5+2+0+1+3+1+4=16
21- I'm commited to you
36- my love belongs to you
40- My Love is Genuine
44- our love won't change
50- no regrets loving you, unconditional love
99- I'll love you till the day I die
100- I'll love you for ten thousand years
101- speechless love, you're my one and only
108- will you marry me?
520- I love you
999..- Endless love/I'll love you till the end of time

so cool ritez?roses can mean so much..hahax..so crap sia..

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is.
haiz..bout the him in cchms..haiz..do i realli lyk him?i neo i do..in fact a lot..N i decided not to give up on him le..haiz..hope tat will temporary mend my heary..
Why did it have to hurt so much? Why is it that in the storybooks, the fairy tales, they never wrote about how much it hurt when the person you loved didn't return it? Why wasn't that ever taught to little girls when they were growing up?I realized that as children girls were sold this foolish notion that love was the 'be all, end all' which wasn't true. Even after you found out that the person you loved didn't love you back, life still went on. It hurt like hell, but you took each day with a painful breath because you couldn't have the one person you wanted. Life was twisted that way.