==embarrassed==

oh man..tis is the second time i embarrassed myself in front of him lorx..wad the hell..today he actualli caught me looking at him..i didn't intentionally mean to look.realli.its cos the way he sitting very weird mahx..den colan they all say is him.den i dun believe mahs..so we waited for the guy in front of him to move so we can see the face.den he moved den i was looking wad.look rite straight into the face.den i quickly turn away..oh man..so embarrassed man..not the first tym somemore..the other tym was like jus yesterday? den he mus be thinking tat i am either crazy or insane..ahhh..stupid me..fish say yesterday he got turn back to look at me after he walk past me..hehex..dunno whether she see wrongly not cos i only see his friend turn over not him..but if it is true den i very happi..hahaas..but even if he turn around..so wad? i bet he mus be thinking tat is the disgusting crazy insane gurl tat likes me or smth like tat..dumb man..i tink i still like him bahs..heehee..can't say forget jiu forget le ritez..wahaas.. today after school went out with jingyi, melissa, fishy, jessica, colleen, zongye, xieshern n gerald..we went to singapore post the mac to eat..i tell you horx..i jus realised tat xieshern is chao chao chao lame lorx..he n zongye is equally crappy wan lorx..den both of them like to tease n play with jessica..poor thing..hahaas..then we tink tat xieshern mite be interested in jess..hahaas..realli. gott some prove n evidence oso..hahaas..den have to leave earlier cos gott tuition..i tink they should still be there bahs..hahaas..