Thursday, October 14, 2004

heex..morning sho early come online..heex..yestersay both a happy and sad day for me..heex.. i chatted with him for quite a long long time..hmm..den he is sho nice..hahaas.. but somehow or the other, though i did feel happi, its like the first few times the feeling i had while chatting with him ish like nort there.it ish like normal for mii..haii.. budd i was stiu happi dat i tok tuu him sho long..heex..whole of shittifed came tu my hse tu play yesterday..heex.. sho farni.. dey made chaos outa my hse lorx..den they dun wana help mii oack..luckily colan and mel help mii..den horx.. i jus realised something impt..jingyi is chao chao rough lorx..wahh..she was fighting with me [i forgot wad started it].. den she pounced on me like a tiger..beeeri pain wan lorx..heex.. sho dun see him small,cutee and innocent-looking den tink she beeri gentle or wad..its the exact opposite lorx..heex.. she can join wwe lerhh..heex...hmm..i tink i am gonna flunk my eoys lerhh.. have a real bad feeling..wahaas..haii..sure kanna pushed tu express stream le lorhh..wahaas.. i am scared..real scared. i am scared he will like her and vice-versa.. i know i have no right tu control hu he like budd i am jus scared..if he realli likes her, i guess the only thing i can do ish tu wish them bahs..like wad jess owaes say..lurvving them doesn't mean owning them..jus seeing them happy is enough. if he ish happy with her den i shld be happi for him tuu..

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