Sunday, October 03, 2004

my happy ending

okie.so now everyone has a happi ending..feel happi for lannie..read her blogg jus now n realised tat she stead with him le..woosh..she mus be damn happy..haii..it was told to me tat eevryone would have a happi ending.why is it tat it seems everyone found theirs le except me.haii..dun care le larhs.mus concentrate on my EOY exams n do myself proud..hahaas..dun need to live on boys.i shld have my own life without worrying bout him.haii..I DUN CARE le.. well..seriously.i will try bahs.tat was wad i told him.he said kayy..i guess tats wad he wans bahs..well..i shld do wad he wans bahs.though it will be hard.u all mus be saying tat i am fickle ritez..one minute says continue to like him.another minute says will give up.I realli realli realli dun neo wad to do.i tink i am going crazy soon.boyys sux.he sucks the most.he's the one tat drives me crazy.the one tat makes me cry the most.the one tat i like the most.the one tat hurts me the most.the one tat wun care if i die in front of him.the one tat i care so much fo when i know he does't care.the one tat flirts.the one tat is violent.the one tat i like him even for his faults.the one tat is on my mind every second.every minute.every hour.every day.the one tat tell me he dun like me straight in the face.the one tat i wan to hate yet can't hate.the one tat makes me behave in a way tat is so unlike myself.the one tat i am thinking of now.the shitty one.the crazy one.the cutee wan.the one tat i quarrelled with jing over.YES!!!he is the one.the one and oni wan.

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