hmm..sho long neber blogg lerhhs.. heex. being thinking through alot lately. i find dat i changed a lot. yeshh.. a lot. tuu much till even i carnn believe it myself. i dunch know what happen. realli dunch know. i begin tuu lose interest in everything happening around mii. in my pri sku friends especially.. i dunch know why. i realli dunch know. when i tok tuu some of them, i begin tuu feel dat theyy dunch understand mii. everybody seems tuu be busy with something. me? i guess i feel lonely.. yeshh.. and i begin tuu be obsessed in idol dramas. like mvp and snow angel. i guess ish cosh they gib mii things tuu fantasize about. things dat wun cum true yet i hope they will. i being obsessed with a actor or idol ish common. budd somehow i feel dat this tym the feeling ish like beeri strong. sounds stupid tuu yuu yea? how can i "realli like" someone dat i dunch know and dat doesn't know i exist? am i being silly? maybe ish cosh i like his character barhhs and hope dat there will be someone with his character tuu be there for mii when i am down or wadever. a sense of securityy. budd like i sayy before, all ish fantasizing.. JUSH fantasizing. nth more. dunch feel like toking tuu anyone nowadays.. wanna be byy myself and go tuu my own dreamland. somewhere where i will feel happi. somewhere i will feel belonged. budd when i face the ppl i know. i jush hab tuu like stick a smile on my face and pretend dat i am normal sho dat no one will ask mii orl dat stuff. ahhh.. i dunch know wads the matter with mii larhhs.. guess those dat are reading these wun understand what the hell i am toking about. jush let mii vent my anger barhhs..
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