Sunday, September 26, 2004

heyyx..i am never getting my handphone baq le..sad..cos my mum found my other bills n she so angry with me..sadd..nv gonna sms him le..today i did smth i wun forget man..i send him a message through friendster wishing him gd luck for his exam n tat i still lyk him!!oh my god!! i can't believe i actually did tat..i suddenly lyk so brave..todae came online he was online..finally..N he asked me to help him rite testimo but he refused to rite for me..he say he dun lyk to rite testimo for ppl..but he rote for one of my gd friends..haii..tuu bad i am such a failure even as being a friend to him..sadd..
i am nv falling in love again le..boyss sucks man..biggtym..haii..
i dreamt of smth i shouldn't have dreamt of again..y do i dream of him n not my him..i dun dare to tell her cos i am scared she will overreact..
hm..today woke up wishing he was there beside me but he wasn't..he never was..haii..
den went for tuition..sho sian..but mus go..xtra wan someone..haii..
nth to tok botu le..buais buais..maybe changing my skin le..heex..

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