my paper heart

i guess i shld jus give up on him..i mean its pointless for me to even continue to lyk him.even if i continue to lyk him wad can do?i am not made of metal..i can crumble n break down easily..i need my space to breath.guess he doesn't care bahx..den why shld i care?confused of my own feelings..i tink tat was his stead bahx..or else why would he help her carry her bagg.jing say is normal but many dun tink so.i oso dun tink so.haii..dun care le lahx horz..jus take things easy bahx..shouldn't hold on to something tat wasn't meant to be mine.
changedd my blogskin..how is it.will modify it another day..
today i embarrassed myself in front of him..how could i..oh man..it was raining when i left the school mahx den i put a plastic cover on my head for fun den he was behind!!i didn't know..oh man..den he walk past me.wah lau.so dumb rite me.haii.guess i am fated to look stupid in front of him.nvm.i also dun like him already.heehee..i dun like anyone now..i so good ritez..i can be equalli happi without seeing him.without his existance.so proud of myself manx..heex..
i realli realli dun like 23.serious.i jus fell for the sms he sent colan cos he so damn sweet but i dun like him.i dun 16 le den u all say is cos i like 23..wah lau.i wun like him wan lorx..
they went to my hse downstairs the mac jus now.me,colan,jingyi,melissa,fish and yongsheng.heex. den jing n he one table..hahaas..he very evil n mean wan..hahaas..bud very sweet to jingyi. i scold jing den he cum n scold me..hahaas..farni..i guess tats wad all boyfriends do bahx..so envious..
my mum say will maybe return me my handphone after the exams which is like 2 more weeks..ahh..how am i gonna survive for another two more weeks..my fault anyway..shouldn't be so noti n explode my bill..sadd..

things to do after exams.
-ged baq my handphone!!
-persuade my mummy nt to transfer me
-go out shoping with friends
-tak lotsa neoprints
-buy new stuffs
-burn my books
-play computer everyday
-slack
-fall in love..heex..
[after exams den can like another guy bahx..but i doubt i will ever wanna fall in love again.]
-go to beach n scream my head off

muackszz..can't wait till end of exams..heex..gonna be so fun man..